Creativity at the Conference on World Affairs

Last week I had the wonderful opportunity to attend panels offered by the Conference on World Affairs. I sought out the panels about creativity, spirituality, poetry, and stories. I heard a lot of things that affirmed my own experience, and other things that deepened my understanding, or challenged what I thought I knew. I’m still [...]

Invisibility

Joel’s photo got me thinking about the emotional state I’ve been in this month. I wrapped up a big, difficult project at the end of December, and the emotional fall-out surprised me. It wasn’t a writing project, but a life-project, involving the care of an elderly relative. At the end of it, her situation was [...]

Commitment and Vacation

Dear Readers,   I started this blog last winter solstice, and posted every day since. I’ve found it to be like any spiritual practice when undertaken with dedication and attention in that there have been times when it was exactly what I needed to cheer myself up, and other times when it’s felt like a [...]

Trust

Just over a week ago, I finished –and won—another NaNoWriMo. I crossed the 50,000 word mark on November 29, and couldn’t bring myself to go back on the 30th. I know it’s just a down-draft, a first draft, but it still takes more effort than I’m used to to show up and write almost 1700 [...]

Holiday Traditions

With Thanksgiving past and Christmas looming, I’ve arrived at the season of the year most packed with traditions. This year there have been a lot of changes, with my daughter off at college, so I’ve been thinking about traditions and what they mean.

I think traditions are a way to ground ourselves in the past, [...]

Depression

Watching Randy Pausch’s lecture this week just emphasized for me how very little control we have over our brain chemistry. He said he just didn’t see the point in complaining about his situation. He remained upbeat and kept his sense of wonder. I admire that more than I can say.

I admire it because it’s [...]

Thanksgiving

This is one of my favorite weeks of the year, even though it involves a lot of house cleaning and cooking, which are not among my preferred activities. I love, though, that we have a holiday dedicated to gratitude. I also love that in my family, the day isn’t fraught with drama, as it is [...]

Voting for Compassion

It heartened me that this country voted from a place of compassion this last election. Obama’s agenda leans more toward helping those in need of help than Romney’s did, marriage equality made inroads, and even the legalization of marijuana by Colorado and Washington strikes me as a more compassionate stance than prohibition.

By compassion I [...]

Deadlines

Recently, in response to my weighing the pros and cons of attempting NaNoWriMo, a friend said she isn’t a fan of arbitrary deadlines. It sparked the realization that the vast majority of my deadlines are arbitrary. I do not, at the moment, answer to anyone but myself about when I write, what I work on, [...]

Traveling

After I posted my recurring dream motif of “packing to go home,” I had a dream in which I was about to check-in to a hotel. My first response is that I’m seeing something in my life as at the beginning of the journey now, rather than the end. But it makes me wonder about [...]